breathe the stars

“You’re the jewel in my crown and I don’t wanna mess this up.”

“Come away with me and I’ll never stop loving you.”

I love you. Even when we are fighting, I love you.

I’m applying to a lot of places this summer and the most prestigious ones are the ones not in the state, but, in truth, I just want to stay in New York this summer because I want to make the most of it before Raymond leaves for college.

I am so dissatisfied with my life and I know I should take control of my life, but everytime I am ready to stand up, someone pushes me back down. 

One day all of this will be worth it. One day the tears will stop and the pain will stop and we will be rewarded for all we have sacrificed.